August 27, 2022
Nate passed away July 8, 2022. We were lovers, boyfriends, if you will. But it was a rocky relationship, filled with addiction, codependent and lies. Even though I grew to resent him, he never resented me. I pushed him away over the past few years due to anger and frustration, but he always try to keep up a friendship. Unfortunately I wasn’t ready for that. Do I regret the choices I made to not talk to him, a little. But mostly I’m just sad and lonely tonight.